Sunday, July 13, 2008
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i feel like crap. and i created this blog jus so i can pen down hoe i feel. in short 2 word will do it: fucked up. i do not know why, maybe i do maybe i don't but i hate this feeling. its like something is just nagging at me, like i noe sooner or later something in my life is just gonna explode, like all the negative emotions are gonna implode somewhere. It's just this nagging sense of foreboding where i can't see anything going right for me in the near future. its like nth i wanna do matters to me anymore, it's like i just lost sight of what i was living for, but that's crap because i didn't know what i was living for in the first place.

dunno how long this will last anyway...zzz