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Antisocial bullcrap is what i am today or at least what some people i know would use to describe me. I just woke up this morning and carried some of my negativity with me to school. All i've been doing is giving people i meet small waves or a "hey" or just a look that says:"i saw you so now leave me the fuck alone" or best of all i give them nothing at all. But i guess i just wasn't in the mood to think of things to say or be sociable. I guess that's the thing about acquaintances, you know, the people you know because they were there when you were with someone you know. You know enough to match the names to the faces and that's about it, when your in a mood like i was today you just don't know how to face them because you don't know what to say.

But on a side-happier-note.
i did some work in school while everyone was stoning in PE lecture. You know when you:
1) say ur gonna do sth
2)get down to actually doing it
3)manage to finish doing it
unbelievably i managed to complete all 3 steps. I always start at one, get down to two half the time, but rarely reach three. here's hoping this little bit of positivty will carry me through the night so i can get somemore work done.

now i gotta go buy dinner cos my mom decided not to cook on one of the few days i go home for dinner
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