Monday, July 21, 2008
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Whooo hardcore mugging from now on, went mad mugging till like 8something in the library with johnny, feels dam good to have done some serious mugging finally. Staying back everyday from today, man they should open the library for us till 9 whole year round man.

anyway it kinda sucks to not know what people are thinking, i mean you try tell yourself it ain't ever gonna happen and yet you "see" signs everywhere telling that maybe you actually have a chance. and by "see" i mean intepret every little thing as what you want to see it as. it's so much easier not to care, to just ignore everything and live just for yourself but at the same time you find yourself unable to pull away.