Monday, August 4, 2008
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I don't think i've ever meant anything to her and it was foolish of me to think otherwise. Not then, not now and definitely not in the time to come. She shouldn't mean anything to me in the first place but the more you talk about something, the more the thoughts play through your head and the more real it becomes and before you know it you're in too deep and you're the only one who knows it. No one else will know how it hurts inside, no one will know how pathetic you feel when you realise that once again, you've been the fool, that you've led yourself the wrong way. I've never been much more than shit to her and i know that, but don't worry cause from now on, she isn't worth shit to me.