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i hate the feeling of another wasted weekend, and its a long one at that. there only abit more than 40 days left till promos and i'm still here doing nothing about it. the knowledge that i have to mug is in my head always, like a nagging lil' bitch, but i just can't seem to find the spark to get me started, i can't find any drive within myself. chem spa's tmr i have a really bad feeling about this one, something bordering on 0% to -25% confidence in myself. i've been eating way to much already, becoming alot fatter if that's even possible. i keep telling myself tomorrow will be the day that i change my life but there's always the tomorrow after, and this time the tomorrows are limited. i need to change, this life just isn't working out well for me now, but whats going to make me?
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