Friday, August 22, 2008
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things were weird today, it was like at first i still couldn't see clearly. what i felt in the beginning was like intoxication, something so tempting but i knew the moment i gave in i would be sunk, i would be hurt, because what i wanted was not mine to want. and then. i found it easier to distance myself, even though i was the only one there, it was as though something for drawing me away, dispersing the mist cast over me. Is it you? I don't know. the feeling isn't as strong, but i don't want it to be, i don't want a repeat, i don't want to be saved only to be thrown down again. i would rather escape from the mist myself and see the world clearly with my own eyes.
| 11:22 PM |