-------- im bored. im tired. im not sure what i want in life anymore, there's no more purpose to move on, i'm not sure there ever was. what am i living for? i'm neither sad nor happy, just purely bored. it's like i'm a void, i seem to be feeling less and less everyday. when? when will i end up feeling nothing at all? sometimes its easier not to feel, you lose the pain, the sadness, the insecurities when you forget how to feel. but at the same time, you lose the happiness, the joy, the excitement in life. is it worth losing one to lose the other, or is it worth withstanding one just for the other. what if there's no balance? what if all you feel is the pain, sadness and heartache? would you rather lose the little bit of happiness to erase it all? does a little good in life really outweigh everything bad? or is life just a deluded concept? | 12:42 AM |