Monday, October 20, 2008
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Ryan Cabrera - True
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go I'll be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
The lyrics of this song just seem to say so much to me, I guess that's probably why I can never get sick of hearing it. Sometimes I wish I had the stones to do what I feel like, I wish I wasn't so afraid, I wish I had the guts to cross that line, to try anything to be with you. But in the end, I find that I'm weak. "Everytime you walk into the room, I'm afraid to move." It's true. You don't see me, you look like you don't even know you met me. I'm afraid of the ending, especially so when i know nothing's will ever happen. Wonderful as this song is, life isn't just a tune with beautiful lyrics. Giving it my all will give me nothing back in return so in the end there is nothing to try. All i can do, is try to get over you. This, this is true.
P.S.
Boo, Teo and Zf I just want you guys to know I feel for you guys, I may not be in your situation but I can imagine the pain. Stay strong.