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Exhausted on every level, I'm living on four hours of sleep right now for two reasons both of which piss me the hell off but the main gist of it is, I stayed up so freaking late to study for some stupid test which I flunked. Two weeks and I feel worn down to the bone, I know this is an important year, I know what I have to do but right now I just don't feel like trying. Sometimes I just don't see the point. I don't know if I have anything to look forward to anymore.

I have no idea where my heart is or my mind for that matter,
I don't know why I do the things I do and why I say the things I say.
I don't know why sometimes I wave and sometimes I look away.
I don't know why most days I'm so closed up and others I'm not so open.
Somedays I just don't wanna know anything about anything.
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