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First post of the new year...feels just like any other. I don't understand why people place so much emphasis on insignificant milestones in their lives like the new year or christmas. I guess I just never really got why people wait for something like this so we can decide how to change their lives when we could have made the same decision earlier and made our lives all the more better. All we needed was an excuse to start trying and that's why I guess I've taken so long to start. Resolutions don't have to be made at the start of a new year, the new year is just a figurehead, we shouldn't really count the days as they go by, we should live in them one by one and make the most out of each. It's hard believe me I've tried and I know, sometimes the desire, the drive, the motivation just isn't there and you just can't pick yourself up to start. The decision to change our lives can be made the moment we feel that our lives need to change. But to do that decision justice, is a whole other thing.

The desire...
The drive...
The "drug"...
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