Friday, January 16, 2009
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It's officially the end of the first week of school and there's much I have to say. First of, the new and good, we finally have a homeroom so no more running all over the school for lessons. The bad and old, basically everything else I guess. One week and I feel like I've been pounded to the ground, school just seems so much more exhausting this time round so it's pretty damned amazing that I've managed to stay awake so far. I guess we'll see how long that lasts seeing how many more lessons I have next year.

In spite of my exhaustion, I somehow feel a lot more focused. I started off this school year with a goal in mind and I have to say I'm pretty much sticking to it so far. It's kinda like I really feel like I know what I need to do and now the only thing I'm waiting for is for the library to open.

There are still distractions all over the place but like I said, it's just easier to focus and I'm amazed with how much I've noticed in just this one weak. Some bonds have been strengthened, while others have faltered and some feelings have just died out all together. We say that we've seen all there is to see last year, but I now somehow get the feeling that this coming year will be all the more telling. In this coming year will we see just who we are along with those around us; how the layers are gonna be peeled back and the true colours exposed.