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Sometimes you have a whole plan in your head about what you're gonna do. You can go over the moment in your head over and over again and no matter the risk of failure in your mind you still do it because although you know about the high chances of failure, you somehow how feel that you can overcome the odds. That somehow things just work out the way you want. But when the moment comes, when push comes to shove, more often that not I find myself swallowing the words I meant to say and walking away. But today I didn't walk away, I did it and though it may not mean much to anyone, at least I'll feel good for the moment.

my flatlined inhibition
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