Sunday, March 1, 2009
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I kinda expected this the moment I started and although it's been a while, it still hurts when the reality sets in that you can't make it. I don't blame anyone for this, if I should it be myself. For not working hard, for not changing, for not wanting it as much as the rest do. There's about a month left and that's all I got to change impressions, to change and improve. It's time to start wanting it so that when the dust settles i can tell myself I tried, I can tell myself I didn't waste all this time, mine and theirs. So I can look back and not feel any regret.