-------- I think that at different points in our life, we all have different answers to the same question. If someone were to ask me at this moment what it is that I wouldn't want to be, I would answer: I don't wanna be a burden. Because lately that's all I feel I've become to everyone around me, my family, my friends and especially to you. And I know you're never gonna read this but this is the only place I can say it. I'm sorry that I wanted you to know, I sorry that I felt that you had to know. Cause now all it seems is that I've take a little bit of what I've been feeling and made it a burden. What I would give to have you look at me and smile, but instead all I see is trepidation, and hesitation. And worst part of it is, I know you can have perfectly good day and then you see me for five minutes and that five minutes feels like shit. Maybe I'm over thinking things, cause we were nothing more than simple friends, so I'm sorry for complicating things between us and I feel bad even if it screws your life up just a little. I the gist of what I wanna say is, I'm sorry if meeting me has become a burden, even if it's just for a little bit.
You can't be missed if you never go away, but you can't be missed if you never meant anything either... | 11:16 PM |