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I don't know how to say I feel now cause how I feel now sucks.
I can't look at you without
I fucked up my life and I can't see how to get it back on track,
seeing in your eyes how
and what's worse is that I don't even think that I wanna try.
much you wished you
I don't know why, I know I should care but I can't seem to find
never met me.
a reason why. Everything I ever saw for myself seems to be
How much you wished that I was
going down the drain. People tell me that I can do it but I don't
someone else when I told you how I felt
seem to think so. What people see when they look at me and who .
I can't imagine how it's gonna
I am are two very different people. Deep down there's a part of
feel that in a little less
me that's so sick and tired, so weary, so guarded that I don't
than a few months I'll never see you again.
even know who I wanna be. What I should do and where I wanna be.
And I don't even know why I feel this way.




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