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Dammit this is it. This should be all that's in my head now and all that's gonna be in it for the next 2 weeks and yet I can't keep everything else out. I realised most of my posts here are crap, except those that really matter and only I know which posts those are. Anyway I know what I gotta do now so there's no point putting it down in words anymore. I'm just waiting for it to all be over, everything, to do what I gotta do. Nothing to lose right? I can't let my daydreams get ahead of me on this one cause if it's one thing I know for sure now is that things don't always go the way you want them to. But that's no reason to stop giving in to hope, it's no reason to hold back and hide, cause one more thing I've learnt is that all that accomplishes is, nothing. And god knows how much more I could've been with a little bit more faith in myself and in others. Live life with less doubt, and more drive. We can only stay in the shadows for so long before we start to long for the light. When my chance comes I'm gonna take it, and hope to hell that this works out. But either way I won't regret it, not this time, no matter the outcome. Because there's nothing to lose, but everything to gain.
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