Tuesday, November 17, 2009
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This is for no one to see, seriously get the fuck off my back! Why is there a need to comment on every fucking thing I do. "Why are you doing this? Why are you doing that?" Leave me the fuck alone alright, now it's my life to live, I fucking live it. Right now all I can fucking do is study, so maybe I look forward to my meals cause that's the only fucking break I get in a day, and even then they aren't that long and you gotta ruin even that for me. Seriously even when my life is normal it's the clothes I wear, the stuff I do. You think you know every fucking thing and you try to impose that on me, since I was a kid. Well now I have a mind of my own, and I'm fucking sick of it. You're self-righteous crap is seriously getting to me. Dammit can't you see I'm trying, I don't need you edging me on cause all you're doing is driving me into a corner and off a ledge. I'm not who you want me to be, I am who I am and I don't understand why I can't even be accepted for that in my own home...